Despair fills my heart <br />Resentment stays in my soul <br />And I know why <br />It's because I cannot forgive you <br /> <br />But here I am now. <br />Walking down on the living world <br />Fighting for a better future <br />And hoping for a better tomorrow <br /> <br />Yet I cannot smile freely as I wish <br />For my heart is filled with regret <br />But I am only human and not God <br />Who can forgive a man's sins <br /> <br />Still I hope that someday in my life <br />My heart and soul can forgive you <br />I am sorry dad for my cold heart <br />But you are going to have to wait for my love <br /> <br />Until then I will wear this mask <br />Until then when I can finally laugh<br /><br />Tears of sorrow ...<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/smile-freely/