It’s time you know of what I am, <br /> I’m not as perfect as you think <br />Actually I’m not perfect, <br /> I’m not human, <br /> I’m not an angel as you think, <br /> I’m a mistake, <br />I’m nothing, <br />Sure you think I am, <br /> But I’m not I’m not what you think I am <br />, I’m not some angel sent by god to help you <br />, I’m just another pointless, useless creature put on this earth for nothing, <br />You say you love me, <br /> But how can you love someone that’s nothing? <br /> You say I’m everything that I’m not anything, <br /> Maybe to you I am but to me and everyone else I’m sure I’m nothing, <br />Nothing but a speck of dirt on someone’s clothing, <br />An old rag worn out useless, <br />That’s what I am just someone to walk over, <br /> To take no recognition to, <br /> That’s what I am, why don’t I just end it here and now? <br /> End this feeling of loneliness and pain <br /> I’m all alone now anyway no one here besides me, <br /> So why not now? <br /> Why wait until I cause more pain, <br /> That’s it my mind is made, <br /> This silver blade is my only way out, <br /> My last though is of you, <br /> How you helped me through this, <br />But now you’re gone and I’m all alone, <br /> So why not now, <br /> Take the gun and end this suffering, <br /> This loneliness <br />, This pain, <br />All ends tonight on this fatal day, <br /> Raise the blade and cut my wrist this is how it ends, <br /> In a pool of blood is where they find me… <br /> <br /> With a smile on my face. <br />`<br /><br />Yuki Shuiski<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-nothing-so-why-not-end-the-pain/
