everything I see is so clear now <br />just broken glass, dust and crimson rain <br />it's so clear <br />it's not a window to heaven <br />I realize now that I was so stupid.... <br />my trust I've put in this so called hope <br />but what has it done to me? <br />the guitar played the tune of my funeral <br />planted seeds of the end <br />I'm just feeding it with my regret <br />time is running <br />clocks are ticking <br />it's the end of me <br />I'm powerless...can't move <br />my body is numb <br />fading away <br />I can't climb to reach the edge <br />down are....blades calling <br />razors pulling me like a magnet <br />my hands are burning in pain <br />fingers are slowly letting go this world <br />blood is dripping to the floor <br /> <br />I wake up screaming <br />nobody is here <br />I don't want to go there again <br />I scream <br />I cry <br />tears are falling down my cheeks <br />nobody wipes them <br />they hit the floor <br />nobody will fight my fears <br />I scream <br />as I cry harder <br />more invisible wires pierce my skin <br />pull me again drag me to the floor <br />here where pain is my only language my body knows<br /><br />Ana xxx<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/razor-and-666-scars/
