A history of abuse <br />Lying awake hearing the rain <br />Sad and lonely nights <br />Nothing kills the pain <br /> <br />Feeling unwanted <br />Unattractive, indifferent <br />Repulsed by comfort and touch <br />Unsure of any true intent <br /> <br />Chilling memories <br />Agonizing affliction <br />Blurred past, flashback <br />Self-induced addiction <br /> <br />No more caring <br />No more embrace <br />No more caress <br />No more trust <br /> <br />Scattered remains <br />An anamnesis of pain <br />Ripped and torn <br />Colder than a winter rain <br /> <br />Sex brings temporary acceptance <br />Never again her way <br />His voice, the smell <br />It never goes away <br /> <br />Beaten and bruised <br />Strangled innocence <br />Fear and torment <br />Human sacrifice <br /> <br />No more touching <br />No more hugging <br />No more intimacy <br />No more love <br /> <br />Will she ever love again? <br />Or will it all be gone? <br />No more<br /><br />Joshua Fegley<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/no-more-153/