stuck in your shawdow <br />wishing you were here. <br />life is a colorless painting <br />nothing to look at. <br />only blank parchment. <br />i cut to forget your memeory. <br />hoping the pain will go away. <br />you say eww your a cutter? <br />i cry. <br />because you don't understand. <br />i do it for you. <br />every breath i take is for you. <br />every tear i cry is because of your memory. <br />your a ghost to me. <br />when you walk by i feel numb. <br />your presence drives me insane. <br />i feel like you should love me <br />hug me <br />hold me <br />but you don't care. <br />so know as i sit on my bathroom floor, <br />blood surrounding my being <br />and as i breath my last breath <br />i cry tears of blood <br />thinking of you. <br /> <br />written by bleeding mascara<br /><br />Carissa McBride<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thinking-of-you-52/
