Alone in this house <br />I feel so small <br />No one knows I'm here <br />No one knows I've fallen <br /> <br />The rain shows no sign of stopping, <br />and you're not here anymore <br /> <br />Oh how I wanna cry <br />myself to sleep <br />Do you know how it feels <br />to not be able to breathe? <br /> <br />Can you see right through me? <br />Or give me my strength to stand? <br />Why am I nothing without you? <br /> <br />I wanna pound on the wall <br />until my knuckles bleed <br />I wanna fall to pieces <br />but its all stuck inside <br /> <br />The walls seem to talk <br />and they're so deafening <br />reminding me of our laughter <br /> <br />my head hurts and I cant <br /> waste another day stuck here <br />in the shadows of the past <br /> <br />I wanna see myself fall <br />I wanna give up on this <br />my only hope is die soon <br />and escape this lonliness <br /> <br />I threw away your pictures <br />but cant get rid of your face <br />that is imprinted in my mind <br /> <br />I finally step foot outside <br />only in my pajamas <br /> the clouds are dark and <br />rain beats down of my face <br /> <br />I fall into the wet leaves and <br />finally give in <br />There for the first time since you left <br />I allow myself<br /><br />wild fire<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cry-18/
