its way to late and you dont care <br />somehow i smile and run a hand through my hair <br />I wish things didnt unfold this way <br />but you dont care...so what can i say? <br /> <br />You always listen, but you never see <br />cant you read what is obviously <br />written on my face as you come near <br />you dont care, or you'd be here <br /> <br />cant you hear it in my words <br />hidden clues but you've never heard <br />cant you feel the goosebumps on my skin <br />my heart was yours to win <br /> <br />cant you see it on my arm <br />the scrapes from self inflicted harm <br />the confusion, the hope, the despair? <br />no its obvious...you'll never care <br /> <br />but why can't i stop thinking of you <br />and why can't i forget whats through <br />its over and done and you dont understand <br />all i want....is to hold your hand <br /> <br />i'll reread this until we meet again <br />think of your face and what i cant win <br />but somehow all my pain inside <br />is gone when i see your smile <br /> <br />until i get home and then it shows <br />on my arm, you'll never know <br />I lie to cover the pain of you <br />and you believe my false truth <br /> <br />kiss my arm and make my hurt go away <br />but you wont, so my pain'll stay <br />hurt by you, yet i still adore <br />the guy who's got me at an internal war <br /> <br />casualty of love, that is me <br />but i'd do it all again just to be <br />feeling what i feel and dreaming what i dream <br />but you'll never see what you mean to me <br /> <br />and you'll never be.... <br /> <br />here with me<br /><br />wild fire<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-i-wanna-say-and-what-he-ll-never-know/
