If I could not find a way then I must try to salvage part of my day <br />Thinking, breathing, debating about time and the spaces between <br />When nothing compares with everything and no solution is found <br />Hide and seek, remember and forget the past and present <br /> <br />See you hanging around ducking down behind the corners <br />I never could explain what I’ve seen and don’t believe <br />Failure within success, inspiration of voids in life <br />All the weight falls on me crashing the world of make-believe <br /> <br />If I could sell my soul for a piece of mind <br />Then I could make the wrong seem right even in the night <br />With daylight fading faster and the night lasting longer everyday <br />I still don’t know where I belong, neither here nor there or in between <br /> <br />Life is not what it was before; all these dreams I’ve never seen <br />It seems too far to reach with the mistakes that plaque my existence <br />I’m not ashamed only afraid of exactly who I’ve become today <br />And who it is that will stand before God on judgment day.<br /><br />C.R. Ebowski<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/judgement-day-3/
