No matter how it happened <br />You always seem to wonder <br />How we made it to this point <br />But, now were one no longer <br />The emptiness and solitude <br />Of reason and belief <br />The sadness and the depression that <br />You never seem to see <br />The sweat that trickles <br />Down my face <br />My eyes they burn <br />My heart, it races <br />My stomach’s tied <br />Into a knot <br />It feels like I <br />Have just been shot <br />I hate you, then I love you <br />I love you, then I hate <br />Why so much of this discussion <br />And why must we debate <br />I cannot live without you <br />Yet we can never be together <br />Is there even such a thing <br />As 'longer than forever'? <br />A part of me <br />Will not let go <br />And the other side <br />...It just says no <br />I'm lost inside myself <br />I'm lost forever more <br />I wish I had the key <br />To unlock this f**king door <br />Feelings, <br />Feelings, <br />Endless <br />Dreaming <br />Love, lust, <br />Heart ache, sadness <br />Anger, fury, <br />And total madness! ! <br />What should I think <br />What should I be feeling <br />Should I be happy <br />Or should my wrists be bleeding? <br />Take this blade <br />And carve a lie <br />Into my skin <br />Or into the sky <br />Into the night <br />Written in stars <br />Some of them tears... <br />...Others are scars <br />The oceans can dry <br />With spring in October <br />...My ending is here... <br />...We're finally over.... <br />We had a good run... <br />And I'll never forget <br />Please don't forget me.... <br />And please don't regret...<br /><br />Ryan Joseph Holder<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-end-59/
