The feeling of wanting someone you cant have <br />The pain of knowing you’ll never fall asleep with her <br />Feels like someone rippin out your freakin heart <br />Then throwing it back in your face and mocking you. <br />I don’t understand what plan He has <br />Sometimes I doubt it will work out. <br /> <br />My heart aches to have her, to hold her <br />I want to live with her to die with her. <br />But It seems as if this shall never happen. <br />These wants rip at my heart and soul <br />The pain at times is so freakin unbearable. <br />Without her I want to freakin die.<br /><br />R.M. Belcher<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-is-what-i-want/
