I'm not sure that you quite understood, <br /> how hard it hit the rest of us... <br /> We all felt deeply so undone, <br /> We felt unraveled, uncollected... <br /> and just like you, completely unprepared! <br /> <br /> Tears were held for you, <br /> but, believe me when I say... <br /> that they were shed all accross the state that night, <br /> and for many weeks to come... <br /> When you lost Brent in that accident! <br /> <br /> I can only speak for me... as your friend, <br /> I was glad to see you happy, <br /> after all this time, <br /> and your life looked headed in the right direction... <br /> ... it broke my heart - to see your heart broken in that way! <br /> <br /> I suppose that you know how mountain women <br /> mourn their men, <br /> but then again... I don't even have a clue... <br /> and I don't think that you do either. <br /> <br /> We all do the best that we can, <br /> to hold you up along with us, <br /> together WE will stand ! <br /> <br /> All that can be done, is to do an early sunrise... <br /> and hope it helps a little bit, <br /> perhaps the silence in the morning, <br /> will give you time to think... <br /> about the complications... <br /> that we all call life! <br /> <br /> - - - And try to figure out a reason and a way, <br /> to carry on!<br /><br />Barry Van Allen<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/complicated-4/