I felt that he is really over me, <br />and i'm not saying that to get me over him. <br />His words are killing me, <br />those looks in his eyes though i didn't see him. <br />I hear his unsaid words, <br />and i understand the language of his eyes. <br />And that very respond hurts, <br />he knows how to turn facts into some lies. <br />And the fact of him loving me, <br />i knew it was such a big fat lie that lasted for days. <br />Days till he knew all about me, <br />and he made me love him forever and till always. <br />I had this feeling before, <br />i told my self it's all right is if he never loved me. <br />But this time it's more, <br />i'm broken and hurt and that's how i'll always be. <br />I can't believe i was so decieved, <br />i gave him my heart and it was all i've had. <br />A message of rejection i've recieved, <br />i can't believe that you can make some one so sad. <br />You told me you needed me in your life, <br />and i'm the only one for you till you die. <br />You told me that i'll be your future wife, <br />and you promised you'll never make me cry. <br />Am i supposed to stay sane after wards? <br />you get over me and i'm off to some one new? ? <br />Am i supposed to forget all of your words, <br />am i supposed to let go and simply forget you? ? <br />And then i'll pass you by, <br />and share my life with some one else too. <br />You know what, i think i'll and never to cry, <br />thank god i didn't waste more time on you...<br /><br />Eman Awad<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/big-fat-lie/
