tears caused by my frustration <br />for what you do to me i cant explain <br />thoughts of you and what isnt there <br />brings me a great deal of pain <br />i feel anger and then sadness <br />my cheeks blotchy and red <br />hate for the things i regret <br />all this keeps running through my head <br />my mind playing tricks on me <br />thinking things would soon change <br />what a stupid thought <br />my body gets filled with rage <br />a bubble ready to burst <br />all these feelings building inside <br />but i dont want anyone to know <br />my best solution is to hide <br />i cant control my feelings <br />everything seems to get away from me <br />my mind is always racing <br />rations choices...i cannot see <br />my broken heart seems to be my own fault <br />letting myself fall for you <br />i dont really know what i was thinking <br />everyone knows thats wishes dont come true<br /><br />Kay Bell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/stupid-thoughts/
