I am so tired <br />Sick of all the questions being fired. <br />My head wants to go pop <br />I'm begging for it all to stop. <br /> <br />I dream of dying <br />I hate crying. <br />At times I want my life to end <br />A broken heart is difficult to mend. <br /> <br />I keep things bottled up inside <br />Although some emotions are difficult to hide. <br />Why am I so scared? <br />They say a problem halved, is one that's shared. <br /> <br />I don't know what to say <br />Just wish it would all go away. <br />Maybe it's just meant to be? <br />That everyone eventually abandons me. <br /> <br />I have really tried <br />But there are so many people who have lied. <br />Things start to improve <br />And I feel I'm on the move. <br /> <br />But before I know it, I'm back at square one <br />I feel so angry because I know they have won. <br />I make out that I'm better than I am <br />When the truth be known, my whole life's a sham. <br /> <br />I want to let certain people in <br />But when it comes to it, I don't know where to begin. <br />Suppose they don't really care <br />And I wake up one day to find they're no longer there. <br /> <br />I couldn't go through all that again <br />People say I will get over it, but can't tell me when. <br />I want to believe what they say <br />That things will get better one day. <br /> <br />But how do they know? <br />Have they ever felt this low? <br />They don't know everything <br />They're unable to know what the future will bring. <br /> <br />Lets say they are right <br />And I battle on with this fight. <br />Will this end my depression? <br />Can I move on with succession?<br /><br />Hannah Davies<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/going-round-in-circles/
