I can't do this any more <br />What is there worth living for? <br />Can't do right for doing wrong <br />I've been so stupid all along. <br /> <br />Don't know where to turn? <br />Don't want to cause any concern. <br />Just quietly slip away <br />I hate feeling like this day after day. <br /> <br />I'm sorry to those I leave behind <br />It wasn't your fault, so keep that in mind. <br />That you for your helping hand <br />But how I'm feeling, I don't expect you to understand. <br /> <br />It's driving me mad <br />The constant pain is making me sad. <br />So many secrets and lies <br />Too many painful memories and ties. <br /> <br />I will never be good enough <br />Too weak and tired to stay tough. <br />I can't help the thoughts running through my head <br />It would be best all round if I were dead. <br /> <br />I feel so alone <br />Don't think I can do this on my own. <br />I don't want to burden others <br />Can't even talk to my own brothers. <br /> <br />A life of betrayal and misery <br />Is all what seems to be waiting for me. <br />I have tried my best <br />Let fate decide the rest.<br /><br />Hannah Davies<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-or-death-6/
