Searching in faces, <br />but there is no fimiliar face i know. <br />Looking for places, <br />but there is no place for me to go. <br />I'm nothing without you, <br />and i'm missing you so much. <br />And my thoughts are about you, <br />i can't forget your beautiful touch. <br />Finding that i can't tell all, <br />but i was so in love and i felt more than in love. <br />He was the first love of all, <br />and my life started with him and words aren't enough. <br />Leaving him made me unfree, <br />i felt broken and hurt in his silence pause. <br />Some thing is broken in me, <br />but at least i died for my cause. <br />A lost cause i know, <br />i couldn't get the guy to love. <br />And my pain grow, <br />i couldn't get the guy to fall. <br />But you can never force a heart to love, <br />you can never force that guy to fall. <br />But i made a bet over my life, <br />that i would make those lips smile. <br />That i'd make this love survive, <br />till forever maybe but for a longer while. <br />But i lost it all over this, <br />not just my life but the hope in tomorrow. <br />I gained pain and lonliness, <br />i gained misery and wounds and sorrow. <br />Weary words of a weary heart, <br />but what do i have but words? <br />Every time he smiles i lose a part, <br />of the remaining smile and it hurts. <br />I fought in some one else's war, <br />a lost cause that i tried very hard to win. <br />I knocked a closed door, <br />that will never be opened for a story, <br />a story will never begin...<br /><br />Eman Awad<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-cause-5/
