back into depression i've fallen <br />and the hole has become deeper <br />its harder for me to crawl back up <br />he pushed me. and wasn't there to catch me. <br />im starting to doubt myself more and more <br />there really is no point to living <br />i need support and need to be told that i deserve to stay <br />give me a reason to stay. i need a reason <br />i hope and i pray that life will get better for me <br />but it only goes down hill from here <br />why does everyone let me down? <br />no one is here when i need them <br />every guy has fooled me <br />left me at the peek of love <br />gone to someone elses arms <br />life isnt worth living anymore <br />there's no one to live for <br />i wish i could just drive off a cliff and end my pain <br />suicide thoughts come in <br />but i'll never actually do it. <br />no i cant give up that easily <br />i just need a reason to live <br />praying that that sign comes quickly to my rescue <br />he said he loved me <br />and i fell for it <br />he says he misses me <br />and get this warm feeling inside <br />but in the end i go back to square one <br />lonely and unhappy <br />broken and bitter <br />sad and angry <br />i've come to believe thatt in the end thats how i will be <br />sad and alone forever <br />i cant trust any guy <br />they're all the same <br />always breaking me <br />always hurting me <br />well im through and this time for real <br />no man can make me happy <br />so im through.<br /><br />bree nada<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-t-anymore-2/
