Why are you here? <br />Have you come to kill me? <br />Slowly, surely <br />Rip me to pieces? <br /> <br />As you did within the creases <br />Of that unwanted bed <br />With me head shakin’ <br /> <br />No <br /> <br />But how could I know <br />You’d continue a one-man show <br />Of defacing me <br />Debasing me <br />Erasing My Virginity <br /> <br />Did you hate me? <br />I ask myself lately <br />Because now I feel dirty <br /> <br />Because protection <br />Wasn’t the direction <br />You were heading to <br /> <br />No <br />More like the correction <br />Of my so-called over-protection <br />You were heading to <br /> <br />Did you hear my scream? <br />As you leaned <br />Over my broken body? <br /> <br />Hidden <br />Now I lay <br />After you took the forbidden <br />Fruit that day <br /> <br />But now you say “Sorry? ” <br /> <br />No- I’m sorry <br />That I trusted you <br /> <br />I guess I got what was due <br />But what’s true <br />Is that your lying <br />And trying to <br />Be that tyrant <br />But no <br /> <br />No <br />I won’t be silent <br />Of violent deeds done <br />Pushing my sun-rays <br /> <br />Farther away to places <br />With too many faces <br />Mad or sad <br />Thinking I’m the one <br />Who’s bad? <br /> <br />No <br />I’m sorry <br />That I had to shed <br />Your dead tears for you <br />Trying to make anew <br />What you left <br /> <br />Lifeless <br />Used <br />Beaten <br />Confused <br /> <br />For I am gone <br />And no longer <br />Me <br />But a shadow <br />To watch and see <br /> <br />You prowl my halls <br /> <br />But you know <br />Even though I had <br />My fall <br />And I will never forget <br />You <br /> <br />I can now rise <br />And try anew <br /> <br />For I am done <br />Being messed up <br />I am done <br />And I will now Speak Up<br /><br />Cena Rose<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/speak-up-6/
