Yes, I finally said it. <br />100% completely true. <br />Dreaded, avoided words... <br />'I..... I love you! ' <br /> <br />Words finally spoken. <br />I do not repent! <br />What I didn't say was <br />another hidden intent. <br /> <br />Spoken like a drunkard <br />of constant intoxication. <br />Spoken like a drug addict <br />in need of detoxification. <br /> <br />Admitting in that desperate <br />hope for some needed sleep <br />Revealing love.. in attempt <br />to purge my feelings deep <br /> <br />But purging you was just <br />totally impossible for me. <br />Maybe not my real plan <br />- just eliminate jealousy. <br /> <br />Crazy as it seems I was <br />also happy for you. <br />Hoped you finally <br />found your love true. <br /> <br />I was and am your friend <br />and intend to always be. <br />Wish you joy and happiness... <br />even if it is to be without me.<br /><br />Zen Bojczuk<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dreaded-words/
