I misunderstood the thoughts revolving in my mind <br />Filled with questions unbearable by myself <br />As I continue every complication that made me blind <br />The feeling that I wanted to be what I was <br /> <br />It is these days when I felt that I have too much to ask <br />I realized that the true me already came out of nothing <br />Leaving me once innocent behind a strange mask <br />That the truth will never prevail until it's time of proving <br /> <br />In times silence is beginning to make me deaf <br />Are the moments when strange things enter in my brain <br />I cannot face the observations that brings me down <br />And other people's thoughts about all makes me drain <br /> <br />I do not know what to do, when negation is killing me <br />But I'm sure I can surpass things that were meant to be <br />But things aren't always good because somehow we shall face <br />It's ourselves that makes us want our mistakes to be erased <br /> <br />It's not migraine, it's not medically speaking <br />It's myself that keeps me very irritating <br />It's not that I hate me, But It's nothing but me <br />It's me whose complicating the things meant to be.<br /><br />Princess Bernadette Anillo<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hope-for-clearness-of-thoughts/
