The cold barrel is against my head <br />WAIT...is there not something that I would regret? <br />Someone that I did not write or phone <br />or told that I'm so alone... <br />Regrets come too late <br />so death is my only fate <br />I should pull the trigger now <br />and maybe I would hear the KAPOW! <br /> <br />Would this make the world a better place, <br />would I still have Gods grace? <br />You know that I love you, <br />but I just dont know what else to do <br />I wonder if I would hear the KAPOW! <br />or would it just be silent... like it is now? <br /> <br />a Final cheers and a double gin <br />as I lift the cold barrel to my chin <br />I'm going to pull the trigger now <br />say farewell and take my final bow... <br /> <br />........I never heard the KAPOW!<br /><br />Pablo Loves Life<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-never-heard/