Life and love, always unfair <br />Neither one of us dare to share <br />You have yours, I have mine <br />Simple things I can’t define <br />For each word you say <br />I always feel calm <br />For each move you make <br />I want to keep you safe <br />But here I am lying defensibly <br />Taking my pride, losing my dignity <br />In every battle, I can never win <br />That makes me think, I am a failure within <br />Hopeless case, I am under right now <br />Just another push and I’m on my way down <br />No one can save me, can’t keep my sanity <br />And I have to end, this lifetime agony <br />I want to say goodbye to the things I’ve known <br />And the love you’ve shared, I took it as my own <br />I’m going somewhere, a place where I can be free <br />In heaven maybe, with the Lord beside me <br />This might be the last time, you’ll see me smile <br />Let’s share it together, please stay a while<br /><br />broken soul.. No more<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/last-smile/