To my dearest <br />here I write <br />do not read this <br />until I've left your sight <br /> <br />you did not come for me <br />in my time of need <br />I begged for your company <br />I'm not one to plead <br /> <br />on my knees <br />I have fallen <br />still no restraint <br />it's you whom I keep calling <br /> <br />make love to me <br />until we can no longer move <br />I need your touch <br />this I must prove <br /> <br />never have I needed you more <br />then when a noose is on my neck <br />save me from myself <br />on this earth, my life is just a spec <br /> <br />goodbye is never easy <br />I never wanted to say it to you <br />we both know I'm going to do <br />I've given the goodbye cue<br /><br />Dakota Ellerton<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wrap-me-in-a-bolt-of-lightening/