I sit here <br />And think back to when <br />I believed your words. <br /> <br />It was a few years ago <br />When I was young and stupid. <br /> <br />You told me to meet you there <br />I was stupid enough to say yes. <br /> <br />I seen you that night, <br />You said I looked good <br />And that you wanted to go for a walk. <br /> <br />I said okay and we went on <br />You stopped me here and there <br />Kissing my neck. <br /> <br />Messing around is what got me in this much pain <br />Don’t know why I was so dumb. <br /> <br />You didn’t want me to leave <br />You held onto my arm. <br /> <br />You squeezed it within your hands <br />Your tightness weakened me <br />But I didn’t let you win. <br /> <br />I got free from your hands <br />And you let go. <br /> <br />I could have been raped by you that night <br />And I still have the nerve to talk to you today. <br /> <br />I was dumb for that night and for still talking to you <br />But now I am smart. <br /> <br />So get gone <br />I hate you with a passion. <br />Stay out of my life. <br /> <br />I will no longer hear your lies <br />I know you only want to use me. <br /> <br />Leave now and be gone forever <br />I only hurt from your words that you tell me. <br /> <br />Leave and never come back. <br />Leave me now <br />You have caused me so much pain. <br />I will no longer take your lies that you tell me.<br /><br />Kimberly Santistevan<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/deceitful-lies-of-lust/
