I guess the truth must come out sooner or later <br />To my-self I feel like a traitor <br />Letting my-self play your little game <br />Putting me in so much misery and shame <br />I don't understand how you could be so mean <br />Taking a break I have to redeem <br />In you, in us I had so much belief <br />Ending it and walking away was such a relief <br />You were not like you once appeared <br />In you I cowered to, of you I feared <br />Getting slapped made it hard to think <br />So many tears to scared to blink <br />Baby I love was all a lie <br />I don't get why you were able to cry <br />Giving you everything even my heart <br />Like everyone else you tore it apart <br />You told me you would never do it again just wait and see <br />But because of you I lost sight of me <br />Making up so many rules and more <br />Never letting out, blocking the door <br />Until I ended it and started all new <br />Having no idea what you put me through <br />At one time I truly did care <br />Yet you made everything so unfair <br />The same thing over and over you would recite <br />Everything always ending in another fight <br />Out of sight but the image aalways in mind <br />What you took from me I'll never find <br />All the things I've ever wanted to say <br />There wouldn't be enough time in a day <br />scars so deep from all the pain <br />I almost lost in and went insane <br />I'm gone I just coudn't take anymore <br />I'll never forget when I walked out the door<br /><br />chelsi lewellyn<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/things-i-must-say/
