I'm the person, <br />who lives for everyone, <br />I'll spend my days, <br />fighting your battles, <br />ignoring mine.. <br /> <br />see my sealing used to be all white, <br />but now spots of black blot out my light, <br />that's life I guess, <br />see... <br />I've screwed up so many times, <br />I've not figured out where it all went wrong, <br />but maybe it's life that just carries us along. <br /> <br />I would spend my whole life helping others, <br />until my fingers bleed, <br />I do it for the kids, <br />the families is need, <br />the hopeless and despaired, <br />I give them a big smile, <br />but I'm still not all there, <br />my thoughts are still elsewhere, <br />but i have some big issues, <br />and i need help here, <br />but I'll ignore it for the time being, <br />until i get sick and die here. <br />until the blood and stuff running through my veins, <br />does give me a fatal scare, <br />I'll continue on with my addiction, <br />only took a dare, <br />to have this affliction, <br />but i'm still not all there, <br />dear God please help me with my addiction.<br /><br />Sandra jacks<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/for-my-ears-only/