'one man's lust is the other's pain' - <br />right, and it seems <br />as if there was a fixed amount <br />of good and bad vibrations <br />to be kept in a balance <br /> <br />is that why I can't be happy <br />seeing you swept away by affection? <br />and why I secretly rejoice <br />at her reaction to all this well-known neglect? <br />feeling mean at the same time for doing so <br />but thus at least keeping the presumed balance... <br /> <br />when actually all of this <br />is none of my business at all <br />and I should rather put my emotional lever <br />regarding this affair on neutral <br />instead of feeling with, for
