No one sees my pain <br />It is there <br />A dark spot in the light I show <br />The light that is not my true self <br />But the mask I hide behind <br />The light in me is fake <br />The light you think is me is a lie <br />A lie I put together so you don’t have to see the ugly darkness that makes me <br />The torn and twisted maliciousness of my soul <br />I watch the pain of the people around me and laugh <br />And mock <br />And tear <br />And hurt <br />Every last speck of hope <br />As I think “what do they know about pain they are naive and deserve to die for their insolence” <br />So I silently lurk in the darkness <br />The darkness I had created <br />The darkness of your heart <br />And silently kill you slowly and painfully <br />I crush your heart and soul <br />I tear your hopes and dreams <br />Until you were nothing <br />Just an empty shell <br />A shell with nothing but pain and sorrow <br />And then I realize <br />I did not kill someone else <br />But I killed myself<br /><br />Ankoku Gekido<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-pain-of-death-2/
