It begins with laughter <br />and it ends with tears <br />That's how it's been <br />the past few years <br />My time here meaningless <br />yet my words mean a lot <br />I'm insane I'm psycho, <br />hear me now <br />With the time that passes <br />my mind melts even more <br />in a couple of years <br />I'll head out the door <br />to become a man I leave behind <br />my teenage years and my melted mind <br />I feel depressed, I feel sad <br />something before I've never had <br />my friendships broken the names forgotten <br />yet I sit here, without peace <br />My heart is broken, I feel weak <br />to die tonight is of what I speak <br />I can take no more <br />I can live no longer <br />My Innerself will live no longer.<br /><br />Jesse Tampa<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-innerself/