What is wrong with me, <br />Why do I put myself through this pain, <br />I need to not care so much, <br />All my caring go's to my loved ones, <br />All my family and friends, <br />But why, <br />None go's to myself, <br />There's something wrong, <br />No matter what it takes, <br />Even down to my last penny to get there, <br />Or it requires me not eating for a few days, <br />Why when one go's through hell, <br />I meet the devil him self, <br />And he gives me a punishment, <br />I'll do good for people, <br />But all I get is bad, <br />How caome I feel there pain, <br />I need to not care so much, <br />It's only hurting me, <br />Give good, <br />Recieve bad, <br />I need a new life, <br />Or maybe a new brain, <br />Or even a new heart, <br />No thats not it, <br />I need to not to care so much, <br />That's it, <br />But I don't know how, <br />Will I ever figure it out, <br />Will I ever change, <br />Tommorrow it may be better, <br />My body shakes for them all, <br />Whom is suffering, <br />Why do I feel it all inside, <br />I may never know!<br /><br />Sheena Schultz<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/care-to-much/
