i can not tell why it is brusing <br />why its changing from a healthy shade of pink <br />to this dark shade of blue <br /> <br />i guess its from the last few years <br />of being stomped on, kicked, spit at, and being left alone... <br />these loves have ended for many reasons, some i do not know <br /> <br />its begining to grow darker and darker with each passing day <br />as my mind slowly fades into darkness and decay <br /> <br />i might as well give up hope, that ill ever find the 'one' <br />over these months of lonlyness ive come to realize <br />i might as well be shun <br /> <br />cut off from the rest of the world <br />a hermit, if you well <br /> <br />left upon some deserted island as i watch the days go by <br />and hope that i will eventually die<br /><br />Born Frustrated<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-heart-70/
