Scars running deep inside, <br />memories long suppressed. <br />Brought back to the surface, <br />old scars slashed open <br />again. <br />Scars now cover my body. <br />Inside <br />and out.. <br />I never claimed I was perfect <br />and I never claimed I was beautiful. <br />But that doesn't mean <br />you can throw it back in my face. <br />It doesn't mean <br />that you are. <br />Why do you hate me <br />so much <br />that you would <br />make me re-live <br />my fucked up past. <br />While you threatened and abused <br />my mind kept jumping back <br />to a darkened room. <br />When I was four <br />and I had to watch <br />my drunken excuse of a father <br />beat my dog to death. <br />You made me re-live that. <br />Now, <br />it's seared into my mind so deeply <br />that it's all I can see <br />when I close my eyes. <br />It's all I can see <br />in the dark corners. <br />I see it <br />in the back of my head <br />re-playing <br />and re-playing. <br />And what do you do? <br />Force out an apology <br />so that you can continue leeching off of us. <br />But your 'apology' <br />is false and useless. <br />Worth less than a penny. <br />You sent me off the edge <br />once again. <br />Are you happy now <br />that you've made a little girl cry?<br /><br />Heart of Ice Die Die Die<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-do-you-keep-on-hating-me/
