Why is everything so confusing? Can I be out of my mind? <br />It's a cold night, I'm sitting here on the porch, alone <br />in the dark. Thinking, thinking about what we could <br />have been and what I should've done to keep you. <br />I just can't help it, I push guys away. What can i say to make you <br />come back to me? I know I screwed up and I admit that. <br />It was my fault, but now I want you to come back. <br />Yes, I know that I don't desrve you but then again you <br />don't deserve her, you can do better than both of us. <br />The thing that still bugs me, is why don't you? <br />Is it because you just don't want to or you settle for less <br />than what you desrve? I may never know what it is, or why you are the <br />way you are but I do know this, I love you. <br />I know that I may have not shown it, that I love you but then again <br />neither did you. I'm not the only one who went and messed up. <br />You played a role in this screw up. We jumped into this relationship way to soon, and yet we did nothing to stop this chaos. <br />Maybe we were both blinded by the unconditional love that we <br />had for each other. So what do you say? Will you <br />give me another chance?<br /><br />Sarah matthews<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/another-chance-6/
