You're killing me baby <br />And I don't think you care <br />Still whenever you need someone <br />I'm the only one there <br /> <br />Why do I let you use me? <br />Am I the only one you know? <br />You keep coming back to hurt me <br />I only try to help cause you're my bro <br /> <br />I know that you don't love me <br />This I'm not blind to see <br />But I'm the only one around to give a shit <br />So, why would you do this to me? <br /> <br />Sometimes I don't think you even like me <br />But I guess I'll never know for sure <br />Whenever I make you smile or even laugh <br />I'm reminded then that at least my love is pure <br /> <br />I wouldn't ever try to hurt you <br />All the things we've said and done <br />I just want to make you happy <br />You know, play around and have a little fun <br /> <br />You continually disrespect me <br />Lying or leaving me in a bind <br />I always give an alibi for you and make excuses <br />Wishing I could press rewind <br /> <br />When we parted ways last June <br />I admit it was all my fault <br />We haven't been the same since then <br />Opening old wounds and covering them with salt <br /> <br />I need to stop looking in the past <br />That's a time we can't ever replace <br />Now, whenever you lie to me <br />It's like a slap in the face <br /> <br />I'll never be scared of you <br />Only scared that you'll forever leave <br />But honestly it would be better for us both <br />Then for you to continue to hurt and deceive <br /> <br />1/17/07<br /><br />Angelique' Rockwell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/to-hurt-and-deceive/
