I find myself thinking of you and wanting you to hold me <br />I find myself wanting you back knowing you can hurt me more then anyone else <br />I find myself forgetting why we broke up then I'm reminded that you cheated on me <br />I find myself questioning everything you ever told me <br />I find myself asking Did he really love me or Did he really care? <br />I find myself doing it a lot when it comes to you and I dont know why <br />I find myself everyday still loving you.<br /><br />Ivory Harris<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-find-myself-4/