It is now I know my fate <br />becuase come tomorrow <br />It'll be way too late by a far. <br />I'm sinking in my sorrows. <br />And tommorrow I shall be dead. <br /> <br />With my bleeding wrists, <br />There I lay on the floor. <br />For I'm choosing not to live <br />Mysad and pathetic life anymore <br /> <br />This is my suicide, <br />My one final goodbye <br />You won't have any clue <br />How I'm about to die <br /> <br />I'm, beaten and broken, <br />I can't livel ike this anymore <br />My mindand pain it has spoken <br />as I slowly die on the floor <br /> <br />My heartwas broken, <br />My feelings hurt, <br />My childhood stolen. <br />Pain induced on to me <br />So you push me in the dirt. <br /> <br />Nothing is left in this world for me <br />If only people could see <br />My sad and lonely life. <br />That will soon be existence free <br /> <br />This is my suicide, <br />My one final goodbye <br />And you won't have any clue <br />How I'm about to die. <br /> <br />But do not bother yourself with, <br />The ifs and buts. <br />And dont bother yourself, <br />With the questions why. <br />Wondering why will not bring me back. <br />I am dead and I have gone.<br /><br />Amy Louise Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-final-goodbye-5/