My way of life you do not know. <br />For I have to cut and burn. <br />Just to feel some kind of life. <br />If I did not do this I would be dead. <br />I have to get the pain out. <br />I can't continue to be a zombie. <br />I don't like cutting. <br />Honestly I don't. <br />And it's not a pretty sight. <br />But it's not like I have much choice. <br />I am without a voice. <br /> <br />I hope my way of life you do not know. <br />For this I would'nt wish on anybody. <br />Apart from the scum, <br />the scum who abused me<br /><br />Amy Louise Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-way-of-life-you-don-t-know/