So many mixed emotions <br />just want to scream and shout! <br />What needed to be said <br />just should've come out! <br /> Missing you so much <br />to say the least... <br />for deep inside resides <br />this caged, angry beast. <br /> Keeping it shoved down <br />was kept way too long, <br />too late now, lost the chance <br />to make right the wrong. <br /> Never intended to be a disappointment, <br />our time alloted, now gone forever, <br />my broken, burdened heart <br />left eternally to resent. <br /> Life has taken a drastic turn <br />a sting so deep inside <br />for an eternity <br />will burn. <br /> Mom passed away, <br />refuse to believe you are gone. <br />So much time lost, <br />how can I carry on? <br /> Memories of you, with love, is imbedded. <br />Without yoou here <br />time, now and forever <br />lost, deeply regretted. <br /> Mom, the pain of losing you <br />is just too horrible to bare <br />This pain so deep <br />nothing can ever compare! <br /> Hard to express these mixed emotions. <br />Never has pain been so intense <br />that can hold a caged, hidden beast <br />locked within a steal fence <br /> So much left between us unsaid, <br />just can't believe you are really gone. <br />Again I ask, <br />how can I carry on?<br /><br />cecelia warner<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/mixed-emotions-6/
