I can't believe this; <br />why aren't you capable <br />of loving me? <br />I read your words <br />of your goodbye, <br />of my demise. <br />Please tell me what <br />I have to do. <br />Should I stop eating? <br />Should I act slutty? <br />What? <br />Tell me.... <br />Please, <br />I want to know, <br />I want to be better, <br />I want you to love me, <br />because I don't <br /> <br />I hate myself. <br /> <br />and as I read your <br />message on Myspace <br />I cannot breathe, <br />All I say is 'no, no, this is not happening', <br />And all I can do is cry my heart out.<br /><br />Melissa Joy Chesky<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-myself-3/
