I HAVE STRUGGLED ALL MY LIFE <br /> TRYING TO FIT in WITH MY SURROUNDINGS <br /> I IGNORE THE PAIN, DRINKIN CHEAP BEER <br /> MY CHILD IS LYING ON THE FLOOR <br /> SHE IS WONDERING whY DADDY <br /> WON'T PLAY HIDE AND SEEK ANYMORE <br /> ON MY OWN TIME I PARADE AROUND <br /> IN A RED, COTTON BLOUSE FROM THE THRIFT STORE <br /> IM TOO AFRAID TO BE HONEST WITH MYSELF <br /> HOW CAN I COME OUT WHEN IM MARRIED <br /> WITH A WIFE AND A FAMILY <br /> I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO <br /> MEANWHILE I STICK WITH THE ACOHOL <br /> THE FEAR REMAINS INSIDE, IM AFRAID TO CONFESS <br /> TO MY DEAREST WIFE, I WANT TO WEAR A DRESS <br /> CAN SHE EVEN SEE HOW SCARY THIS IS FOR ME? <br /> TELLING HER GIVES ME GOOSEBUMPS <br /> OH DARLING, PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME <br /> SO I WANTA BE A GIRL NOT A HE <br /> IS IT TOO MUCH FOR YOU TO HANDLE? ARE YOU SCARED? <br /> IT IS BIZARRE, IM SO CLOSE TO LIBERATION <br /> MY LIFE IS A LIE <br /> IM NOT AROUND FOR MY WIFE OR MYSELF, NOR MY CHILD <br /> HONEY, IM SORRY <br /> PLEASE GOD, I WANT TO BE MY COLOR <br /> A LAYER THAT'S WAITING TO BREAK FREE <br /> GIVE ME STRENGTH TO BECOME A SHE <br /> I DON'T LIKE MY SURFACE <br /> SOLARITY IS MY WISH <br /> MY DEAREST WIFE AND DAUGHTER <br /> IM STILL YOUR HUSBAND AND FATHER <br /> IM JUST WEARING FOUNDATION, <br /> HIGH HEELS AND MY LAVISHING SKIRT <br /> I LOVE MY SURFACE<br /><br />Shane Clawson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/he-she/
