9: 43 pm and she's in her bedroom listening and <br />hoping <br />she will find what she needs but for now she's just <br />coping <br />with whatever she has, and in her heart she knows it's <br />tragic <br />that he will never know to what extent he is her <br />magic <br />like in fairy tales it always ends with happily ever <br />after <br />like in her dreams of comfort and security and <br />laughter <br />but she knows it's not reality and it just keeps getting <br />harder <br />there's always someone scolding her for not getting any <br />smarter <br />she tries and tries to love herself but she just can't stop <br />falling <br />she lies awake at night in fear, her worst nightmare is <br />calling <br />nothing matters anymore but him, and she is <br />crying <br />without him she's so heavy, when with him she was <br />flying <br />with every breath she takes, her misery is <br />remade <br />she offers sympathy to anyone who's ever been <br />betrayed.<br /><br />Jade Leven<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/betrayed-19/
