His scent lingers as he glides past me. Before he can catch a glimps of what I am really feeling, I shift my eyes to a place unreachable by his. Try as I may, I can't keep myself from longing for his friendship, despite what he has done to me. My heart aches with fear, sadness, and the awareness of what this really is. I can't figure out my feelings, my longings. I'm just not quite sure if I want to do this again. Being hurt is by biggerst nightmare adn he just put me back into it. I just want to cry. This was never supposed to happen. I'm so very confused. The mix of emotions flooding my brain are unbearable. I'm already tired of it. It makes my stomach tighten and turn......to be continued.. <br /> <br /> <br /> -Continuation- <br />It seems I have found out the hard way he isn't worth my time. No matter what I do, no matter how I act, he never changes. He could not care about another person if his whole entire life depended on it, no matter what he says. He is a bottle of lies, try to figure him out or get inside his head, and all you do is open that bottle, little by little. He infuriates me beyond my wildest understanding. Every time I see him, I want to puch him in his **fing face. I do not deserve what dishes out. I will no longer stand as his footstool. <br /> <br />FALL!<br /><br />Silently Alone<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wrath-3/
