i dont wanna cry <br />i cant let myself cry <br />the pain gets harder everyday <br />what am i to do <br />i need a cure <br />just a cure <br />i really need a cure <br />theres no where to find that cure <br />i dont know what to do <br />i dont know how to stop the collapse of my life <br />they yell at me <br />blaming me because its my life <br />its my fault now <br />its their fault they never gave me control of my life <br />they always had their way <br />they always told me what to do <br />i hate them <br />i just wanna die <br />i wanna rot alone <br />i wanna die <br />runaway <br />fade away <br />cant stop the tears from runnin down my face <br />wheres god <br />why cant anything go right <br />does it mean im a mistake? <br />isnt there any room in this world <br />for me to breathe <br />its so hard to breathe in here <br />everything is collapsing <br />their anger and hate <br />hurts my ears and brain <br />its a nightmare <br />please death wake me up <br />take me away <br />please <br />my head is about to explode <br />they wont stop yelling <br />they hate me <br />im a failure for them <br />take me away <br />im barely hangin on <br />im a disgrace for them <br />if i cut more <br />will death fall on me? <br />i long for a shoulder to cry on <br />i long for loving arms to hold me <br />i long for happiness and love <br />but i'll never get what i want <br />i need to die <br />got to fade away <br />theres nothing more to live for now<br /><br />Petra Soliman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/help-me-7/
