I wish I was your drug <br />I wish it was me you had to had to have <br />But im not, no matter how hard i tug <br /> <br />I told you i missed you <br />I asked if you missed me <br />You said nothing, that was my cue <br /> <br />Ive never been in love alone <br />I tried so very hard <br />It hurts so bad, right down to the bone <br /> <br />This was a first for me <br />Im not sure what to do <br />Damn it, why cant you see? <br /> <br />I should just let you go <br />Its only been 3 days <br />Maybe if i did, then youd know <br /> <br />Your drug of choice isnt me <br />Its got a hold on you <br />I should just let you be <br /> <br />But I love you so much <br />And I know you need me <br />I miss your sweet soft touch <br /> <br />You say you do love me <br />But I know ill never come first <br />I need my heart back, including the key <br /> <br />I deserve better than this <br />I deserve to be first <br />But God i do miss your kiss! <br /> <br />Time has gone by <br />Im alot smarter now <br />I no longer feel im gonna die <br /> <br />I often think of you <br />And what could have been <br />But these thoughts are very few <br /> <br />I wish you well <br />A brand new life <br />Only time will tell<br /><br />Mae Summerville<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-smarter-now/
