I hear them again...... <br />The voices and the screams..... <br />No matter how I try it always comes back to this. <br />Always to this...... <br />All those that believe me their friend proved wrong. <br />The light that gave me hope begins to fade. <br />And once again I am returned to darkness which I know as home. <br /> <br />It was all going so well to. <br />Old friends returned to my life. <br />Hope begin to fill me once more as school was getting easier. <br />I even began to plan my life after college. <br /> <br />But....... <br />I had forgotten what I am at my core. <br />What it is that truly lives in my heart. <br />But it did not forget. <br />And it has returned to remind me of what I am. <br /> <br />I am alone. <br />I am cold. <br />I am different. <br />I am a monster in a glorified people suit. <br />And I will never be one of you. <br /> <br />Even if I want to be......<br /><br />Vasto Grom<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/to-return-from-whence-i-came/
