Love was never an open ended friend that I could trust <br />It was always an illusion brought on by the deepening of lust <br />They say you should never base your trust on what lies in the past <br />But then they also say you should never let it go too fast <br />Upon first conversation I usually have some introspect <br />If this is something I want to repeat or one I should neglect <br />Then there are those special occasions where at first you can not see <br />That the initial conversation was really never meant to be <br />It’s never bold and open the demeanor is always so deceptive <br />And for what so your pocket will no-longer hold a contraceptive <br />It’s not like one person likes release any less than the other <br />We all need stress release and would rather do it with another <br />And then its back to we only want what we can not have <br />And when we can usually it ends up that we didn’t know the half <br />I’ve never been the one to let some drama drag on and on <br />Nor have I been the one to sit alone singing sad love songs <br />I feel like there are way to many options that the world has to offer <br />For me to take on some bullshit and seal the beaker with a stopper <br />I know that somewhere out there what I’m looking for is waiting <br />So I’m not gonna waste my time with I feel is dissipating <br /> <br />You always know the truth so why get caught up in the lies <br /> <br />Me myself I trust instinct and I’ll wait for butterflies<br /><br />kawambee thomas<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/butterflies-are-worth-waiting-for/
