May tonight be the night that <br />I finally die. <br />I grab my razor <br />and cut really deep. <br />lie on the bed. <br />let the darkness enclose. <br />May this be the time <br />that my emotions reveal. <br />Let my blood run out. <br />Let my tears remain frozen. <br />May this be the time <br />that my dreams come true. <br />I've waited for this day <br />for oh so long. <br />I've waited and waited <br />for this day to come. <br />For which I will die <br />in the memory of <br />none.<br /><br />Ellie Watts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-wait-is-over/