4 was for... <br />the days i was happy <br />and the time that was spent alone <br />that didnt have such a bad tone. <br />4 was for... <br />sunny days in my heart when all was cloudy and gray <br />and a perfect beauty <br />that could not fray. <br />4 was for... <br />my concious self knowing happiness <br />and my heart knowing a true kiss. <br />for i knew i would find a happier day <br />and a better place was coming my way. <br />but now 4 is for... <br />the short days we had together <br />and the short time you had love fever. <br />4 is for... <br />the happiness that was drained <br />and from my life strained. <br />for thou i know, <br />that 4 is for... <br />the distance of our age <br />that i can not change <br />the distance of how far THIS lasted <br />untill 4 trashed it. <br />4 was supposed to be <br />2good <br />2be <br />4gotten <br />something that couldnt go rotten. <br />until 4 went like this <br />4gotten <br />4ever <br />8right <br />even if it was just a couple of nights. <br />over all. <br />this is what 4 stands for... <br />4 is for... <br />what was and never will be <br />for i know the problem is me. <br />technically 3 years 3 months and 3 weeks difference. <br />but i was born too late <br />and somehow 4 became the difference date. <br />so i ask why throw away something <br />if you know its there and true, <br />whether its me next time or not <br />dont let the number 4 scare you.<br /><br />Selina Munsey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/4-6/
