This may be blunt, but it's how I feel, <br />My heart fucked up since your words, unreal. <br />I didn't deserve to be screwed up that way, <br />You twisted my mind, took my soul away. <br /> <br />Your mixed messages made me confused, <br />Left my brain battered and bemused. <br />You left my heart, torn, ripped apart, <br />All because I loved you, from the start. <br /> <br />I take the blame for being hurt, <br />But you didn't have to treat me like dirt. <br />There was no need for this added pain, <br />Why did you do it, what was the gain? <br /> <br />You could have told me your reason before, <br />Not waited, making me suffer more and more. <br />That's why I feel your reason, made up, <br />Not true, or factual, just fucked me up! <br /> <br />Keeping me dangling on a piece of string, <br />Giving me hope that back, you were coming. <br />Letting me think that you were missing me, <br />Just fucked me up, I don't want to be free.<br /><br />Chaya Mc Carthy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fucked-up-4/
