Sustaining or destroying? <br />Love or hate? <br />Struggle to the death? <br />Who has control? <br /> <br />You tease me, <br />Call to me, <br />Seek me, <br />Tempt me. <br /> <br />But I have the power, <br />The power to refuse. <br />To win the battle, <br />But is it a victory? <br /> <br />It feels so good- <br />The refusal, <br />The winning, <br />The pains. <br /> <br />Your 'sugar-rush' high, <br />And 'full to fat' feeling, <br />Cannot compare, <br />To the mind-drug of success. <br /> <br />So I will keep going, <br />Until I am less, <br />Until I can see, <br />A reflection of the fight.<br /><br />painting piglet<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/eating-disorder/
